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Have
you ever contemplated suicide?Yes. I've seriously considered it about 3 or 4 times.
Thankfully I've never been able to actually go through with it, but I've held the blade to
my wrist, fully intending to kill myself.
Shanna, 16
Cardiff ENGLAND
no way, i love life!!!
Katie, 25
Seminole, FL
USA
Many times but im way to chicken to do it.
Too low tolerance for pain. And way too scared to actually want to die :P However it has
seemed like the only solution to escape the pain at times. However, i'm still here, and
have never actually attempted it, so..
Talia, 23
Wilton, CT
USA
Uh huh. There was one time when I was really
serious about it, but couldn't bring myself to actually follow through.
Jeremy, 14
Highlands Ranch, CO USA
Yes, and I was committed to a
teenage institution when I was 17. I was only there for
a week though. It helped a lot. The doctors & therapists there got me on the right
medication, and I'm doing a lot better now. I think everyone has contemplated suicide at
least once by the time they are 20 years old. Some of us don't actually attempt it.
Melodi, 19
Gahanna, OH
USA
No way! I would never think so low of myself
to do such a thing. Plus it is a selfish way out because people who do that
aren't thinking of the feelings and reactions of their loved ones but only themselves.
Stephanie, 25
TX USA
not just contemplated, but attempted.
Angela, 16
Bella Vista, AR USA
Of course!
Karen, 21
Marshelltown/Ames, IA USA
No. I don't think things could ever be that
bad.
Eric2, 29
Kitchener, ON
CANADA
Other than fleeting fascination with
death, in general when I was in my early teens I don't contemplate suicide. I am lucky to
always see a brighter day when I am feeling depressed.
Felicia, 35
Lowell, MA
USA
Yes! In high school - not very seriously. In
college - more seriously but not enough to try it. And once in my adult life when things
really fell apart - but I did not have anything handy to commit suicide with and came to
my senses by the time I did. Since then I have put my life back together and will
hopefully never contemplate again.
Deb
Several times as a dramatically despairing
13 and 14 year old. I never voiced my musings aloud because I was certain they would
sound melodramatic and foolish.
Jill, 60
Saylorsburg, PA USA
Not seriously or for long.
Laura, 36
Lowell, MA
USA
Contemplated suicice? Not really... well,
one day when I was really desperate and felt very lonely, no friends, no girlfriend etc.,
I thought about it a bit... and then I was worried because I had this thought and
immediately stopped thinking that.
Holge, 21
Linden GERMANY
Sadly, yes. I am gay, and back in
the day that was reason enough.
Eric, 19
Beverly Hills, CA USA
Yes... around a year ago for a good 3 months
i did. I don't want to get into the specifics, I have never told anyone I wanted to kill
myself, not even my best friend.
Johanna, 18
OK USA
Yes. I was "rescued." When you are
seriously suicidal, you don't see it as a rescue, but more as a grand intrusion. That was
a long, long time ago.
Fisch, 45
Preston, CT
USA
Not recently.
Alias Irrelevante
The experts say that the thought of suicide
passes through everyone's mind at some point in their lives, but no, I've not actually
contemplated it as though I would indeed follow through. I'm not sure I could ever do it!
Tracy, 24
Ocean City, NJ USA
not seriously.
Maggie, 20
Sandwich, IL
USA
Never. No matter how bad things may be, I am
enough of an optimist to believe they will get better in the future.
Jane, 60
West Linn, OR
USA
Yes. Normally I'm very good about it - no
matter how depressed I am, I'm able to see the light at the end of the tunnel. But when my
girlfriend told me we had to break up (for reasons I prefer not to go into), my reaction
was to grab an old pair of dirty dull scissors and saw at my wrist. I didn't do much
damage - didn't really get to the blood - but I had a scar there for a number of months
after. Of course, my girlfriend promptly took me to the ER for mentally ill people, and
from there my parents picked me up. (Fortunately, my girlfriend and I are back together
now.) A few years prior, I had been severely depressed and wanted to go to the local
residential hospital, but my insurance wouldn't pay for it unless I was suicidal - so I
said "gee, I dunno, if you don't admit me I don't know what I might do" and they
let me in. I wasn't actually suicidal, just depressed - but they put me on suicide watch
anyway. Unfortunately the insurance company quickly figured out that I wasn't suicidal, so
I didn't stay there very long. Even now, though, when I'm severely depressed I still
see the light at the end of the tunnel. Mostly I scream and cry and howl and moan and
whine a lot, but I don't try killing myself.
etoile, 20
Washington, DC USA
yes....
Sarah S., 17
Ithaca, NY
USA
Only in a very vague way, never seriously.
Jonathan, 19
Brevard, NC
USA
Yes I have. I think that everyone has at
some time thought to themselves how life would be better if they were dead. But it takes a
brave person to committ suicide. (Even though they say it's a cowards way out)
Anjel, 20
Sure. Not recently. And hopefully
never again.
Firelady, 23
Dallas, TX
USA
I knew that question would come from
you and it will be interesting to see your answer.
yes I have thought about it, I thought about it quite a lot in my early teenage
years. I despised and still do the idea that girls have to dress up like meat and be
devoured in order to feel that they fit into society. So instead of going out in hope that
someone would find me attractive enough to shag I stayed in and taught myself to play the
guitar and how to sing, it was a great outlet. However it did not get rid of that
misplaced feeling, with hindsight I realise that a lot of people didn't agree with what I
was doing was because they didn't consider it cool. I used to get frustrated and depressed
and in a silly way I think that music was the only thing that kept me going, it was like
that for two years. Then at college I got in a band and all of a sudden it's cool to be
like me, the hypocricy cuts me to the bone.
Maria
I've thought
about it (usually when I'm going through tough times)...but then my thoughts drift to my
mom and I don't wanna make her sad:(
Kevin, 33
Sugar Hill, GA USA
Let me put it this way....if it were not for
the Legendary Big Guy Sarge, I would not be around today to dispense my various witty
(sic) remarks. Indirectly, I credit the Legendary Big Guy with saving my life...that would
explain why I practically have a shrine too him...
Frodo
age unknown, parts unknown
Unfortunately, yes. I had a lousy life
during my college years and early twenties and attempted suicide many times. Since then
I've joined my present church and married a wonderful man and my life has changed to the
extent that I can no longer recognize that sad, depressed, WILD girl as me.
Reba, 51
Rockville, MD
USA
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